9/18/2013

A Home Without Walls Entry #9 9/18/2013 11:20 P.M After a year of only vaping, I have gone back smoking a tabcco pipe. I was forced to it since my bottom feed Protank 2 bubbles when in hot weather; it is fine when I use it in morning or at night. I will only use the pipe during the hotest time of the day.

I have decided, since I have not received a call from any job employers, to fill out an application for the McDs down the road. I will be able to make enough money to pay back my debt and everything else I need.

We traveled around to find a pair of black pants for Charlie to wear with her uniform. It was difficult because Charlie is a tall woman and most resale shops sell shorter leg length.

During that time, while Charlie tried on clothing, Mom and I spoke of how hard it is to find jobs in the Tyler area. It is hard to hold on to faith during this time. There are times I want to grow angry with everyone and curse my life. When those times rise, I turn to God's book and pray.

Faith can be restored if you know who to turn to. I believe if I didn't have my family out here with me I would have died along time ago.

The battle rages on with the racoons. They are clever little buggers. I might upload a picture of a racoon hat that I made. There is a homemade reciepe that will keep them away. I'll keep you updated if I use it.

--Night