A Home Without Walls
Entry #2
9/11/2013
10:36 P.M
By : Ray (The Night Author) Homan
New mircles happen everyday, we just do not see them.
Charlie received her first job today. It is her first job without any help from any one of us (Mom, Sara, myself). There is excitement and fear in her eyes, which makes me proud and fearful for her. However, no matter what happens, I know she will do very well.
The job search still continues for Mom and I.
Charlie, Sara and myself went hiking on the trail that I took yesterday. I guess we ended up talking too much because we ended up on the other side of the trail that I haven't seen before. I need better photos of the area we are living in, but the ones I took for today will have to do.
Mom has always had trouble cutting the metaphoric "strings" from her children. With my new hyper nature, she is being tested greatly out here. She always calls me when I am on a trail, which is sometimes troublesome when I am going up hill. I guess I need to pull out my blue tooth when I go on my trail walking.
There is a sort of peace not knowing what is going to happen tomorrow. Most of it stems from faith, but the other portion is the feeling of not giving a damn what we should do for the rest of our lives. I love the idea of dealing with things as they happen. In the past, I was the type of person that would plan thirty years ahead and when my plans did not work out I would through a huge fit, slam my fist into a wall and call out doomsday whenever I could. Yet, out here, I can only look into the present because there is no telling what the future holds.
--Night
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